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Today was a totally-awesome-but-not-right-away kind of day. I woke up soooo tired and in so much pain. It was really uber NOT fun. My shoulders hurt something awful and still hurt, but I'm kinda numbing to it by now. Anyway. So woke up, went to the therapist... We talked about not fun stuff and fun stuff. Mostly about my grandpa and what an ass he is and how to deal with it. The me we're aiming for, the real me, is "peaceful, intellectual, and positive." And she makes choices, delays helping, can say no, and cal offer advice without getting too tangled up in things. She limits her time and spreads it around and saves time for herself. I'm supposed to release and renew. Oh! And my slogan or motto or whatever that we found out from a meditation thing is "even in the darkest places, something can grow." Cheesy, huh? But that's what came up.

Also, we discovered my happy place and the symbol of my happiness. I was surprised it wasn't a bird. Anyway, my happy place is this little clearing in the woods by a stream. Everything is green and covered in moss and it's just this patch of sunlight in shadows. It's warm and cozy and awesome and there's this perfect place to sit and play guitar... It's so awesome. And there's little patches of cute mushrooms growing, which are my symbol. Ties into the motto-thingie, doesn't it? Anyway, I felt so peaceful thinking of that place... The song "Lucky" kept playing in my head. It was awesome.

After that my mom and I spent some time together. I was craving frozen yogurt so we went and got some, which was super cool. Then we went to future shop and I bought a microphone, a stand, an adaptor, and a cable for everything. Oh, and some software. It's this Pro-something-or-other. Easy to use and it's pretty famous. They use the program to make award-winning albums and stuff. Which I find pretty cool. Then we went to the mall and I looked at glasses and bought this awesome moisturizer. Then I got a manicure and mom got a pedicure and after I bought some posters. Maroon5, Adele, Eminem, and Bob Marley!

Anyway, now I'm at home... Obviously... By the way, Sophie, I do NOT approve of your drug use. No making a habit of it! I will get involved, mind you. But tell me what it's like, 'kay? Haha... I'm such a hypocrite, but y'know. Love you.

'Till next time!