Busy

So my summer is very, very busy. And I'm gonna be PMSing through part of the shithole! Yay for bleeding while IN A GOD DAMN POOL. Persephone is not amused, no sir. My period starts on Tuesday (though I can almost guarantee it'll be tardy) and I'm already PMSing like a whorebitch.

So! Next week! Bronze Cross. Then First Aid on the weekend. And if I pass my Bronze Cross (which I should), then I've got the lifeguarding course the week after that. So that means twelve straight days of hard work, little sleep, and cramps. Not to mention not getting to see Rain. That doesn't help.

But the time apart is good, right? We were having serious troubles before (I still get really self-conscious thinking about it) and time apart seemed to fix that up. I'm nervous for the road trip later in August. So much time together... Will it be okay? But I guess we'll have more to do than just sit around all day. So maybe it will.


Anyway... Yeah, so, really busy! I'm glad I have my period now, though. Because then I won't have it when I go and see CareBear! Oh, and when I get back from the trip there, I will be able to have a happy lil six month with Rain (and lots of good sex) before the whole clusterfuck starts again. Hopefully it'll be over before the road trip starts. Hopefully. Kinda doubting it! But a girl can goddamn dream.


Actually, it should be over before we leave. Pretty sure. Trying to be optimistic here.


I'll check the dates. Pretty sure it'll be over. Or at least ending soon.


Speaking of which, I need more pills. ASAP.


Note to self: mention to mom.


Moms are great. They fix everything. They take care of things when they need taking care of, remind you to do things when you forget, do your laundry, feel you, clothe you... I don't know what I'm gonna do without my mom. I love her to pieces, even if I don't always show it.


Anywho...


'Till next time.