Clouds

What to say, what to say... I'll start with what's first on my mind.

Don't worry, Cookie, I understand why you needed to bitch. It's alright~.

Second! I've been really... I dunno, stressed? But not? Tired. Very, very, very tired. And weak. All the time. Lately. Before I was a lot better, but now I get really weak in the evenings. My head is pounding. Maybe I'm just PMSing, though, so I'm not sure.

But I'm also stressed. My friends... I don't know if I can call them that anymore. They're just people I spend my time with. The people I enjoy being around now are probably Rain, Cookie, Athena (sometimes), and Einstein. Occasionally I like the group. As for the sub-group with Wolfe, Demeter, Artemis, Stone, and Beats (Stone and Beats are probably going to be temporary names... Maybe they'll stick.) I usually get along with them, I suppose. Stone is just so loud. She makes my head ache and I want to run away from her.

So... Just kinda exasperated with school people. I'm lonely, truth be told, which was the cause of my depression before. I hate that I'm so much more mature than the rest of the people in my high school. California doesn't talk about anything of matter anymore, just complains to me all the time. If I try to talk to her about my issues, she changes the subject to something frivolous. I feel used.

My tooth hurts. I need to go to the dentist.

... Yeah, she changes the subject kinda like I just did.

So I don't really remember what I was going on about anymore. I'm just gonna say my gramps is really annoying and gross.

I really shouldn't judge him nearly so harshly, though. He's old, so I suppose that's some sort of excuse. He's a really good guy... Even if he is a perv and smelly and messy and ungreat-

I'm not helping his case.

I just shouldn't judge him so harshly. I should be a better person. Or something.

On the bright side! I see Hades more often now. It's nice.

Till next time.