Showers

It is absolutely amazing just how much it can piss me off when someone messes with my shower. It is also amazing just how furious I can get when this happens and I have cramps. And a headache. And a kink in my neck.

Let me explain.

I'm doin' my think, rollin' out of bed, deciding I'll take my time getting to school and enjoy my morning, y'know? Maybe call Rain just to say hello and tell him I love him.

But no. This tranquil day I have planned is not happening. Why? Because my dad has to take a shower so that he can sit in the living room for the next three hours before he goes to work! Which is soooooo much more important than their teenage daughter's morning, which sets the course of her whole day, and wether or not she makes their evening a living Hell.

They opted for a living Hell.

So dad hijacks my shower against my will because mom has to guilt trip me by saying extra loud to my dad downstairs "I tried" after having asked me to let him shower first. So I'm like "Fuck you all, do what you want, its your funeral," and let him go take his damned shower. Go downstairs. Nothing to fucking eat! Why? My grandfather and father have eaten all my damn food. My food! Fuck them... So I take my bloody iron, sneeze whilst consuming, and it's just like FUCK YOU WORLD.

Seriously people, stop talking about me. It's getting annoying.

So I find a cereal bar and four little strawberries and eat that. Pack my school bag. Dad finished his shower and I didn't notice for a good ten minutes because he's such a jerk and can't be bothered to simply call down the stairs "shower's free" before going along with his day. Fucker. So I march upstairs, smash my foot into something hard (I don't know what it was, I was screeching unintelligibly in pain) and dad's like "what?" and I just screech at him, stamp my feet, and storm past. He's like "have a nice day" and goes to his computer.

Have a nice day? Have a nice FUCKING day? FUCK YOU TOO DAD.

... ... ... I should stop, this is getting way too superficial.

NOPE. Too late to go back now.

Take my damn shower, get dressed. Realize I'm now in too awful a mood for my plans of tranquility. So I'm writing this to get rid of my superficial PMSing anger and it's not working very well.

Just... FUCK EVERYTHING. EVERYTHINGGGGG.

... ... ... I spit in your general direction.

'Till next time.

P.S. To any who may read this and see or speak to me later, I will try to be nice. But do tread lightly. I get the feeling this foul mood will last all day.

P.P.S. Fuck being a girl. Fucking sucks. Just fuck.

P.P.P.S. My apologies if you have problems with swearing. Get the fuck over it, though.