Norah

Well today I feel weird. I dunno how to describe it other than that. It's like... I dunno. Maybe I've been listening to too much jazz or I stayed up way too late last night. I've got this addiction for Nat King Cole, Frank Sinatra, Norah Jones, Michael Bublé, Sammy Davis Jr., and all of them others. Especially Norah Jones at the moment. I've been listening to her all morning.

Maybe I'm weird 'cause I really need a shower and some food.

I've gotten over a lot of my fears lately, I think. But there's still that fear of being alone. I wonder how it got so severe, at what point it became what I revolve around. I can't be lonely, I can't be alone. I just can't. I get so scared just thinking about it.

I hate to think that the people I love will one day wake up and think, "Hey, I just don't love her anymore."

I think I just need some more sleep and something to eat.

'Till next time.