Relaxant

I'm so stressed out that the tiniest thing sets me off. How did I realize this? Me mumbling about it being difficult to eat with a fork and knife after just painting my nails. How does this matter? My mom went off about how if that's the most difficult thing I did today, my life is absolutely nothing. My life isn't nothing! It's not a breeze! I'm trying to look after so many people and it's hard! I'm also freaking out about Rain and I!

The last one is just because it's our seven month tomorrow and every time that this comes around I freak out.

... Kay now I'm officially in a fight with mom. She just came into my room and I started crying and she stalked off in a hissy.

'Till next time.

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Maybe I should start seeing the shrink again... Even though it costs 120$ an hour...