Seven

Today I am very lonely. I had a really good day, don't get me wrong... I slept in, then went to my first day of school. It was just a starter thing, get used to your classes, find out what you need. I have two classes that are outside of the time table... Stagecraft and Musical Theatre. Unfortunately... The first Stagecraft is on my seven-month. These classes run until about 5:30pm. So... yeah.

I hope Rain will be willing to wait for me. Which, I mean, I know he will... But still.

With Stagecraft and Musical Theatre, the only day I'm not at school until 5:30pm is Wednesday. Well, it's optional Monday or Wednesday... But Rain is only at school until lunch on Wednesdays, I think, so I'm going to have Wednesday be my "short" day. Hopefully I'll get to see him on those days... Hopefully.

I feel a bit better after writing. But I'm still kinda lonely. It annoys me that I'm so needy and clingy.

I'm worried for California. She needs someone in her life... But she couldn't handle a proper relationship if she broke it off with her boyfriend. She's hopelessly in love with him... And I don't mean it in a romantic way. He's bad for her. He does amazingly sweet things -- like buy her perfume so that he can be closer to her in some sort of way -- but then he turns around and is this douche bag who won't even let her get coffee with a guy-friend. She has a habit of picking guys like this... Guys with so much trauma in their lives that they get way too controlling. Protective... Possessive. I don't know what to do for her.

'Till next time, I suppose.