School

It's that time of year again. Tomorrow is my first day as a junior. I'm... Kind of excited. But mostly sad. I'm a junior... And a lot of my 'friends' are seniors. They'll be graduating... And so will Rain. I'm not sure how I feel about it. It's like I'm being left behind again. Poseidon is going to norway... With Pan, most likely. I haven't seen any of them this summer... I just feel like they don't need me. Though I got a text from Zeus making sure I was invited to the party a couple days ago. Which I couldn't go to... Because I was spending time with Cookie. Which I'm glad for. I haven't seen her in ages. But I kinda wish I could've seen all of them... I feel so disconnected. Hopefully we can reconnect. I miss Hades.


I just keep recalling Artemis saying that she couldn't wait to graduate... And get new friends. It was a low blow. And it makes me think that everyone feels the same. Which, I mean, I know they don't, but still.


Rain graduating... It's kinda a scary thought. I know nothing will change, but... I'm still paranoid.


On the bright side, the bors never disappoint. Love those guys. I need to spend more time with them this year. And California. I need to spend more time with her and try to fix this awful situation she's got herself in with that long-distance relationship. Really, it's shit. He's probably cheating on her... But she convinces herself she doesn't care, because she loves him and wants him to be happy.